"You're not crazy for leaving Just crazy for staying so long"

so its been a week since ive had time to sit down and express my feelings and man do i need it. lets start of with the good news, i have a job :) i work part time (for now) at walmart in the dairy department, and i finally got my higgins jersey :) bout freaking time!!!!!!! and the bad news, i probably blew it with the girl ive liked for two years. its just two years talking and twice hanging out, its crazy and im finding it hard  to hold on. i got the if its meant to be it will happen splur and that drove me crazy, cause its clearly not meant to be if we have been talking for two years and ive seen you twice i mean i know your busy but its driving me crazy cause i really like you and ive never said this but i feel like i like the girl i know through text and not in person, and thats silly. i mean i know i put myself down and i know i dont look like every other guy. but thats what makes me unique, hell we are all different if we were the same life would suck. i thought maybe me and you being so opposite would help but i think it hurt more then anything but oh well i guess. i got more to worry about. sorry this is pretty boring and only about mainly one thing. but ive been pondering these thoughts for a few hours and i needed to get it out cause if i dont i would explode... anyways thanks for reading!!