"You're just a fantsay girl it's an impossible world"

ever had that one person in your life that you would bend over backwards for, or if you could you would do anything to make them happy or say anything to try and make them happy. well i have that girl, ive liked her for two years and have no clue what to do. we have hung out twice in the two years we have talked *INSERT LAUGHTER HERE* and its annoying as hell but what can i do shes a busy girl. what really sucks is when your two best friends leave you, one moves away and the other has a girl friend he spends all his time with. sucks balls!!! but as i sit here and type this i wonder if anyone will feel bad for me and hope they dont cause as of this moment the only person who feels sorry for someone is me. because i have kinda felt like ive wasted my time on this girl, but i just cant get over her. and its not like she has said "we will never be together" when i ask she responds with a "you never know" not very awesome in my opinion but what do i know. this is coming from the guy who has no luck with women. not like thats what im all about now, i havent even seen a girl i like in months, and you know im okay with it cause women arnt everything to me right now, i mean yes i would love to be with this girl. but ever since i have graduated i have felt empty, i dont work, i dont do anything. i sit in my house and watch tv. i get told tyler why dont you go out? hang with some friends, well cause quite frankly i feel like i have none. i have one and thats about it. yes i have people i text, but i never see them. my life is in ruins. but im looking for that light at the end of the tunnel hopeing to get out of this slump and get back on the good side of life. thanks for reading